Stuff

Ok, im tired and im trying to get ready for this garage sale tomorrow that im having with a friend...and all my stuff is overwhelming me, like some giant wave at the beach-i can see it, but cant run away fast enough before it crashes down on my head! *sigh* ive too much stuff, and that's a fact. my mom died at 43 (10 years ago), and she had a boat-load of stuff, and being and only child from her, i got all the stuff, and since im emotional about my mom, im emotional about her stuff, which makes it hard to let go of, even if i never use it and it just sits in a box, waiting for something. i think if she'd lived til a good ol' age, it'd be easier on me-well, certainly it would, cuz i wouldnt have all this stuff-she still would! but, when she did go, i could be ok with letting go of things, rather than keep them cuz they're all ive got of my mom.

so-that's it on stuff-nothing exciting-just some whining, really.

it's been sort of a weird week. homeschooling is wearing me out. i want to do a good job and help my kids learn, but---it's not really my natural gifting, and so it's a struggle for me. i also had some interaction with a homeschool group we used to go to, until they got all weirdy, and that was uncomfortable. plus the ongoing saga of "breaking up" with those people we've known for a long time (i feel horrible about it, btw). plus going through all the STUFF. aaackkkk. so. im pathetic! LOL

ok-this is the dumbest thing ever. im done.